Just got back from the AFC Talentime 2007. It was great - I enjoyed it. Tomorrow, before 7 am, I have to get up and be at some stadium (I don’t know which) and jog in the morning when I could be sleeping. I’m not a morning person - never was, probably won’t ever be. But I can’t pull out tomorrow, unless I want to be bombarded from two sides: council and netball; no, I do not want to be bombarded - I’d rather go. Jogging/walking/running non-stop for 3 km (coach’s orders) may be a killer though - 1500m almost killed, what more with double. Maybe the change of views and sceneries would help, instead of having to go around the same track and seeing no end to it.
I’m going to pretty much be on hiatus from now. Exams are very much around the corner - mock orals are in 2 days? Practicals in about a week and netball two weeks from now, followed by the 2-week long written exams. And I haven’t started studying… at all. I’m dee ae ee dee. Sigh~ Just when exams are about to start, things start getting busier again. Life gets messier.

I know what I have to do, yet I don’t do it. I thought I had everything figured out but I guess I didn’t; now that I think I do, it’s about time to get to it. 

It’s ironic really, that I always seem to regret what I do or say or what not. Or even things I don’t do/say. In short, I regret practically everything. And, I think a lot - I wished I didn’t. If only I didn’t keep thinking and keep complicating matters in my mind, everything may just be so much better. Then, after I decide on something, I change that decision soon and revert back later. I’m never decided for long. My own self is annoying me. My very self is messing up everything. It’s all me.

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