June 7th, 2007
June
Unbelievable.. it’s June already (yes, I somehow “just” realized that it’s already June). I have 5 more months of school. Noo~ Not that, I want to repeat school or anything but it’s just, so fast. It also means, it’s about time to decide what to study after school and where, when etc…
Anyways, I need a break now. From everything. I need to get away from here and just.. relax back in KL. Well, I’m not going to be off work though. I’m still going to do magazine work over there and personalize the present which would be overdue by then but doesn’t matter. It’s going to be (hopefully) special! Time to test my creativity - and see whether I actually have any. (: I’ll probably make something for Father’s Day too. Sounds like, I’m going to be doing things the whole holidays which really, isn’t that long now that I think of it. I’m going shopping for art/craft stuff - it should be fun! I’ll drag my eldest brother along haha. If he’s free that is. It’s been years since he was last in KL in June when I go back. The other time when my parents went to Korea in September 2002/03 (can’t remember), my brother brought me to watch a movie and just walk around. I think he bought me this SprayArt Airbrush Pen then.. and I have not used it for anything other than testing it. I’m going to hunt for art/craft/scrapbook kind of shops.
This week has been mad. I’ve been spending practically the whole past 2 days in front of the PCs in school and at home. In school, I’m doing my project and when I get home I’m still doing it. On Tuesday night, I had to buy Adobe After Effects so that I could add text and still images. Nero Vision stupidly doesn’t allow still images - -”. Adobe After Effects was all good until.. the audio in the movie didn’t match the video after completing it. - -”" So I had to what, revert back to Nero Vision. And every time I export/render the completed movie files, I have to wait at least an hour. Imagine, waiting for more than an hour for it to finish and after that, realize that the audio doesn’t correspond.. or there’s a delay.. or the wrong clip was put - IT KILLS. Okay, not kill but it’s terribly frustrating. - -”"” Gah. At least I’m finally done now. Next thing to do is the Councillors’ magazine page of which, I’m still stuck with. There just seems to be not enough pictures; either that or it seems to be all messy .. plus every single photo looks the same because we’re always in the same colours. After that comes all the BM articles which I plan to do during the holidays…
OH CRAP. I think, my brother’s laptop crashed.. which means.. I’m without a PC to work with.. CRAP. Great. Just .. great.
I hope the old PC is compatible or else, I’m doomed.. and I’m gonna die without the PC. No PC = no Grey’s, no work, no Internet until, my brother comes back from work. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!
… I’m just going to bed now. It’s been a long long week and a long-but-shorter-than-the-past-two-days day. I’m sooooo relieved there’s no school tomorrow (even if I still have work to do). It’s so odd that I’m working my butt off just when school’s ending in what.. two days time? Oh oh oh, there was this talk show thing by RTB (Brunei’s television broadcasting .. station? Something like that) in school and I was part of it - and it was bad. I think I messed up. I don’t look forward to seeing myself on TV; I wouldn’t mind if I don’t get to be on air really. The last time I was on TV was.. so.. sad a memory I wish not to reminisce on.
I could go on blogging really but my eyes are closing on me. So, goodbye for now.
I feel out of place when there’s others around; when there’s none, I’m uninterested to speak. Now I think of it, everything feels wrong.
I need a break from all these - I have to think everything over, don’t I?
And i thought my life was stressed. Its amazing how you manage to cope with it all. Well at least theres holidays; more time for stuff. Wonder if we’ll see everyone aired on tv..
All the best though. My holidays is jam packed for the whole first week and I’m praying that in the second one, I will be able to go somewhere fun, like the Mall or KK.
Don’t sleep too late though, because it leads to low blood pressure which leads to anemia. That’s what my teacher told me. Unfortunately, I didn’t really care because like you, the books and projects are piling up. You’re lucky I don’t watch TV nowadays since I spend most of my time in front of the computer, doing the projects
Wow, it is June. Seems like it was only January and snowing or something. Don’t you just wish that time slowed down and our breaks lasted longer?