May 18th, 2007
What do I know..
I’m trying frantically to finish as much of un-understandable chemistry, oh-so-much-info biology and mind-boggling physics.
Bye bye un-understandable, oh-so-much-info and mind-boggling!
I’m a happy kiddo because today’s the last studying subject! No more sciences till, practicals (spoiler la). Steven asked what about MIB (for those who’re wondering - Melayu Islam Beraja: a compulsory subject on Brunei’s .. customs? Something like that). Well, not reading will lead to possible red marks which almost did appear in my record book two years ago and my parents lectured me about it. Studying for it, is like going nuts. So, I shall just read and hope that there’s more of common sense than anything else, just like MSE - which was today’s paper and I basically wrote whatever that came to mind.
About the science papers, they weren’t easy but they weren’t ridiculously hard. They were difficult but bearable with random answers for some answer-unknown questions. They were all equally okay and bad. Oh, and Jason Yeo was trying to distract me during Physics today. I must say, he was almost successful. - -”
The next papers are English 2, A Maths 1 and 2, Maths D 1, MIB and POA 1 (which is ridiculously put on the last day and so I’m going to school for an MCQ 1 1/4 hour paper - I’m happy for having to wake up early). I actually shouldn’t be up now but it’s A Maths on Saturday and I have the whole of tomorrow to crack my head with numbers. So better enjoy the night before no? Today’s been purely relaxing with 4 hours of sleep, TV, dinner out and walking around in the Mall and then feeble attempts to practice A. Math.
Come to think of it, it’s been a while since I last slept late. As in sleeping late not because of work but just, for no particular reason. I wanted to watch One Tree Hill - I’m 2 episodes behind; Heroes, 3 - but it’s a bit too late now. I’m going to watch them and Grey’s Anatomy hopefully after exams.
I’ve been thinking and have come to realize that I always, always answer with: “I don’t know”. Why? I don’t know. I simply, somehow, just don’t know. And then also, people always make assumptions. We assume things and assume that what we assumed is right. Sometimes, it gets annoying when people judge me and start saying nonsensical crap that is supposedly about me, to me, thinking that I am how they see me as. I mean, they don’t even know me.
I shall end this going-no-where blog with THANK YOU to my HCSC, Becky (whose blogs are really hilarious) who has been tagging constantly and questioned why I don’t thank her. See my dear HCSC, the Thanks » at the end of my blogs are automatic - if you comment, your name appears there. But anyhoos, thanks to all who wished me luck for my exams and also especially to those who visit every now and then. Many loves! I’m actually not as bothered as before with the number of people who visit my site. As long as there’s some (or one) sign of people actually reading, it’s good enough. I wonder, how long has my site been open. I’ve had this site as a blog for 5 months plus like it says in the sidebar but opening autumn.s-w.com was.. 10th November. My goodness, my site’s pages needs desperate updating - everything’s so outdated and all wrong. From personal visitors-based to this. Let’s see how long it lasts.. Fireflysmiles is still around; I haven’t been bothered enough to close it down. *shakes head*
This is how I started a conversation with Steven just now. He said it sounded very original! (I thought he was going to say the opposite, teehee). I think it’s original.. for me. I don’t come up with such things.. ever.
`×. nightfly ; here i go says (11:10 PM):
smile and the world smiles with you!
«« steven »» says (11:11 PM):
if i cry, will the world cry with me?
`×. nightfly ; here i go says (11:11 PM):
yeap!
sure will!
wanna know why?
«« steven »» says (11:12 PM):
whyy?
`×. nightfly ; here i go says (11:13 PM):
cause they feel touched by how naive you are!
Still saying good luck. My exams were super mind-boggling too, especially the sciences. And for once I think I can survive MIB since it’s the first time I studied
lalala~ wish you all the best for the last few papers. good luck, sweet heart. xoxo.