May 1st, 2007
Worry not..

Illusions

Part I

I could be watching tv right now; I should be studying but I am blogging instead.

.. I have not studied for two days: I’m good.

I feel stressed.

I have 2 deadlines to meet within the week.

I can’t seem to do anything because my brain only knows, “I have no time.”

I sleep at odd hours

and for long hours.

I waste time as such.

Part II

I’m being questioned on things I shouldn’t be held responsible for.

Would you like to take responsibility?

Of course not.

And, it seems like I’m only who’s bothered.

So why then should I not join the rest and care not of it.

I should, I know so.

But heck, if not tomorrow, I’ll still do it again.

And I’ll keep wondering why I can’t leave things on its own.

Why I can’t not think about things unnecessary.

What .. am I so stressed about..

Oh, I remember.

Part III

Minutes have passed..

I’m still blogging.

I bought what I wanted to get today.

And I’m happy

For that.

Oh, plus,

I’m in something

I simply can’t do

I’m not happy.

YET AGAIN,

I shouldn’t think of it now.

Not like it’s happening at this moment.

Didn’t you just enjoy the I-suppose-quite-hard-to-read blog..

And no, you shan’t worry. I’m fine. Just a way of relieving stress (a bit of it). Let’s all smile to stress relief! :)

Now.. it’s no harm watching a bit of TV no? And then I’ll just have a cup of coffee, stay up trying to do something fruitful and sleep at a strange hour.

Remember, no worries!

4 Responses to “Worry not..”

  1. freshrimp Gravatar #131

    I can’t help but wonder,
    How you managed to survive
    At the end of the day,
    Through so much commitments.

    I admire you,
    I sometimes look at you with envy,
    Despite the stress and pressure piling on you,
    You managed them all,
    Not only that,
    You are a rung above us. :O

    If I were you,
    I would have died,
    And be resurrected as a zombie,
    Ploughing through hardships,
    As much as I would love to scream,
    I can’t,
    They’re still there,
    Which is pretty sad. :(
    After this little poem,
    I will will my arse off this seat,
    And cram Biology/Geography/Chemistry/Physics/Computer Studies!

    Cool way of blogging! This might just become a phenomenon among SAS bloggers, LOL! :P Back to books, sigh~

  2. freshrimp Gravatar #132

    The <span> tags don’t work! I can’t align my stanzas like yours. Boo! :P

  3. Autumn Gravatar #133

    Awww, thanks shimney! How sweet, I’m touched. *sob sob*
    Touch wood.. no one’s going to die. And good for you for trying to cram, I’m not trying at all here. (not yet at least..) See you tmr!

  4. Steven Gravatar #134

    Such a unique way of posting. Shim has fallen victim. lol. Well then, since we’re not supposed to worry, I’ll just wish good luck with whatever it is!

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